And we are in March!, Time definitely flies ...
Summer is getting closer and finally my questions will be answered. summer camp is what I've wanted since December, even I suggested to my parents to change my birthday present for the camp: a
Dad said yes, but Mom ... Her reaction, believe it or not, it frightened me more that surprised. Her reaction was one of complete indifference, but in the good sense. As if it had said previously and repeatedly, but of course, I never said. She has a very keen eye, when I said, she just looked at me and I saw in his eyes what I've always known: I'm about to collapse.
Since my beloved niece was born, many things happened, everything changes, everything. My twin went because of my older sister, she moved to another state.
My older sister, the mother of my beloved niece, refuses to be responsible for her daughter.
Dad takes refuge in work, but we know, (mom and I) that he too is having a hard time.
And that leaves us Mom and me " The sane pillar" of this family. We've had our moments of weakness, I've seen her look sad ... but we can not be in it for a long time, because, what would happen to our family! Between us we cheers to keep going!
But that's another story I'll tell another time.
But I know that in this camp, will be of great help, physically, emotionally and spiritually. This time away from all, one of the others will help us as a family, as individuals, they can discuss issues they can not talk in my prescence, and I, I can break free, scream, mourn, laugh, sing, dance ... do whatever is necessary to be free from all burden.
This family deserves it. It's our time.
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